Friday, September 24, 2010

hectic day today...lot of happenings in office...too much of crowd in bus...travelling is becoming really cumbersome nowadays....:(

spoke to savi today...she said she was feeling tired...had bodypain since past 2-3 days....all after effects of chemotherapy....

kabhi sochti hoon...yeh kyon hua hamare saath?why should she go thru so much pain...its really killing....sochti hoon toh aakhen bhar aati hain...i cant even help her in any way in this regard...what to do?

Cancer has now become so synonymous in our life....kabhi socha bhi na tha.....whenever i think of that dreaded disease,,,i feel helpless...clueless.....

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Aaj ka din...

I was feeling really bad today...Mani returned home yesterday at around 12 in the midnight...was stuck up at office due to some issues....i felt bad that i could not assist him in any way...he said he lost out on some orders since he could not time things properly as he was busy with something else...

managing all the staff, concentrating on new ventures...i think hes getting loaded...aaj bura laga ki main unki koi help nahin kar saki....maybe if i would have concentrated in his office...things would have been a little different.....?